I feel like cursing this person.........

I feel like cursing this person.........

This particular person keeps irritating me no end and I really don't know what problem she seems to be having with me. I wonder sometimes, why can't she just steer clear from my path?

What is it that drives her to do silly stupid things just to trouble me? Is she just plain jealous? I try to find some answer to these sorts of questions that crop up in my mind, everytime she does something nasty. But I really have no clue. Maybe something is misssing in the top part of her anatomy. Anyway, jotting down the situations that make me believe she must be really cranky....

No one, woman or man wants to put up with a bitch. I have this dame at my work place who just keeps troubling me, in some way or the other. Not just me, in fact she is such a big gossiper that she keeps commenting on anybody and everybody who differs from her point of view, trying to de-grade them. I happen to be one such person, who does not agree with what she says/does most of the time. So in a way, I am her latest target....

 1. During the times we used to talk, some of us used to sit together for lunch. I had brought chicken once and offered it to her (lets call her JB - Jealous bitch...u can censor if the word is offensive), but she made any excuse that it was a friday (something about god's day, so she can't have non-veg). I clearly remembered that she had brought chicken on a friday some days back and was relishing the same. Now what does her behaviour mean? I would like t o mention, without sounding immodest that I happen to be a good cook and some of my colleagues had praised the dishes before. Did that trigger some jealousy in her? Why did she seem to have a problem with my tiffin / food cooked by me... I didn't know that even food cooked by me can make someone jealous. I didn't want to rake up an argument for such a trivial thing and let the matter die a natural death.

2. I was a part of this group who used to take short tea-breaks during the day. But due to her insensitivity and bullish behaviour, the others also started behaving like her. I have written a hub about herd mentality. (http://hubpages.com/hub/Herd-Mentality). They used to laugh, that too right in front of my eyes and then say.. its nothing. Since I could not hear, used to feel very hurt. Once during a tea-break, three of them very laughing & giggling about some topic, which I didn't understand. I was feeling unwanted sitting among them without a clue as to what was happpening. JB told me that she & her partner saw a couple behind her bldg and their antics, as if they were making out in the bushes. Then she said, it was not clearly visible, so I jokingly said.. u should have taken 3D googles, so that u don't miss the action. This female (JB) literally, jumped on me saying "Looks like u didn't like that we were watching them etc". I was shocked at her response. Why would I have any problem with what she watches in her house? I really care a damn about such things. But I realised one thing that day, this female surely had something against me. Maybe, she feels some king of insecurity (which was strange indeed, considering the fact that I am not even normal like her) that she can't even accept my jokes/opinions...I really didn't say anything against her, so why does she always jump to her own stupid conclusions. Everything I say and do is taken out of context by her. Whatever she says is right and whatever I say is not right. This is nothing but obnoxious behaviour.

3. JB always used to have problem/s with someone or the other in office. She used to tell me some or the other stuff about other females in the office, such that one of the colleague is of low standard, stays in a chawl (small house). I had been naive enough to just listen to such talks, when I should have shut her up, coz she has no right to pass comments on others, where or how they stay. This JB also seems to be suffering from some kind of superiority complex as well. She fails to realize that money need not be the sole criteria for judging a person. Each and every person has a different salary and hence have different spending power. She had been blabbering to me that other females in the office were jealous of her, because they don't have good figure like she has. Oh Really??? How come neither I nor anybody else felt/feel or noticed that? I think a lady should be well-endowed in some respects to be even considered to having a good figure, just being thin with protruding thighs never constituted a good figure... well now, even I am judging her, laughing and giggling at her physical description ;).
The persons whom she had been criticising don't have any idea about her ramblings and act with her like long lost friends. How I wish they knew what all she said about them.

4. After my cochlear implant surgery, as time went back, I had begun to hear slowly and started communicating with my hubby through office land lines (through which I could hear better than mobile). My mobile was down due to some verification work by service provider. My hubby had called up and someone had transferred line at my table. When I picked the line and spoke, it got cut, I could not make out so I asked the dame (JB), whose phone was that.. she replied "I don't know". My hubby told me later that he heard JB's voice and when he asked for me, this female disconnected the line. What a liar! Till now, she has done this a few times. I wish she just rots in hell.

I sometimes wish that something bad happens to her (no...I really don't regret my thoughts, she has hurt me too much) so that she will come to her senses for troubling someone like me who had been deaf yet had been courageous and got back my hearing due to the efforts and good-wishes of my people. About a month back or so, I had seen her limping and came to know from others that she had fallen off somewhere. I thought maybe she will realise that she should stop troubling me, but no... her eccentric behavior still continues........

5. Our office has many different departments with different phone lines, which keep buzzing most of the time. Although I can hear phone ringing now, but I can never be sure as to which phone is ringing. Even when the one on our table (its a long table with about 3 persons on each side) rings, I think maybe its some other phone which is ringing and hence never pick it up. The phone call could be for someone colleague also, what if I am unable to make out for whom it was. These thoughts stop me from picking up the phone. But that JB (yes, she happens to sit on the same table.. yuck!!) sometimes acts as if she has become deaf even if the phone rings continuously. She just refuses to pick up the phone and pass it onto me. Now, what would you say to such an insensitive person?

6. This incident happened recently... I had been to the loo and just when I was coming out, saw that this JB has landed with few of her cronies. As I washed my hands in the basin, I noticed in the front mirror that this female latched the door from where I had emerged. We do this when someone has kept the loo dirty in some way. Her behaviour was shocking, coz I consider myself to very finicky about keeping toilet seat clean and ensuring that I keep it clean for the next person to use. She was trying to imply that the toilet was dirty after being used by me. This was one more attempt on her part to insult me.

My well-wishers advice me that I should not let such persons or incidents affect me. But there's a limit to how much I can bear...If someone keeps troubling you day in and day out, what would you do? I feel like cursing this person.......but then, I realise that I am just a human being, a troubled soul at that... I try not to trouble her or anybody else, then why is she creating problems for me? As it is, my life is not a bed of roses, I am now asking God to punish this person so badly, that she realizes what it feels to be hurt, for trying to put me down.